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Hexx's the part that I'm not sure how to exoelin to a thaedilet. Obviously, I can get through my history rather weal. I have a wonderful sense of detachment most of the time when telling it. I have flashbacks and nightmares, but not usually when spqcdxng of it. They just show up randomly. My prjusem is some of the psychological raoevlodzsyvs. My particular kigks in sex is one of them - I dok't even care abaut actual sex. I want oral sex performed on me, and I want objects used on me. That's acgtpnly pretty much it. I don't want to please annvne else, I just want it to be me-centric. I feel slightly guiyty about that, but only slightly. A small part of me feels that after everything I've survived, it's my turn to be the one in charge. I've also got a stxiwge fascination with..... vibspike. I don't know another way to put it. I enjoy watching not only horror flmgks and torture pozn, but looking at forensic photos, crcme scene photos, suhoqde aftermaths, etc. I daydream about visjqcte, murder, suicide (not my own), and other things of that nature. I read about sepsal killers, mass kijvhzs, spree killers, seleal rapists, serial tomtuqehs. And every bit of it tuxns me on. On reflection, I refqkyed that a grgat deal of what I enjoyed beehre my marriage is stuff that I still enjoy toqhy. I feel wehrd about that. I know I was molested, and inkgikhblhzqzy, I know I'm not responsible for it. But then I look at my teen yezms, with me sljqblng around, and I know that that WAS my chonfe. That I diza't HAVE to do that, and I feel a grvat sense of shtze, and that whme's happening to me now is no more than I deserve. I felt that way whjle married, as weul. That the behlndgs and the raoes he delivered to me were no more and no less than I deserve for enhozang being molested when I was yotrbgr. I don't thgnk I'm actually a danger to soejhyy, even with the thoughts of vinxyjde. I've spent a few days in jail (failure to appear for chwld support!) and I came out more paranoid and fixked with social anrowty than I went in. I alivydy know I dor't want to go back, and will do whatever is required to NOT go back. So actually acting out on any of my impulses or thoughts is just no. I want to be copecnhdly honest with my therapist. I have my first apfrvvabhnt next week. But I also doc't want to be locked up or committed, or styck on some kind of watch or list because I actually tell the full truth. What do you guys suggest? It soscds like a lot of you have at least been in the baxdatrk of where I am, in regqyds to therapy and the fear of being viewed asgytke. Maybe not for the same retghn, but the felirags are similar, I would think. I welcome comments or PMs. Your chbzhf.